Every morning for at least the past 5 mornings , I’ve been catching something trying to get me to agree/ accept/ come under witchcraft in my dream. And after I meditate on my dreams and realize it , I rebuke and bind and all that good stuff. For instance, and this one may not have been witchcraft , but my ex was presented to me in my dream . And I decided not to join him and move too fast. He was trying to grab my arm and be rather forceful and get me to join him on the bed. Then in the dream, although I thought I was awake, I rebuked the dream inside the dream. I rebuked the enemy trying to get to me through my ex who is done away with. And as I was rebuking, I was waving my hands over my bed and sparks of light were flying out of my hands as I was rebuking. Other than that the witchcraft has been coming sexually . Trying to get me aroused when in my waking life , I do not struggle with lust or porn or any of the above. But what I have gotten , and it stopped for a little while, are womb attacks. When I fall for the witchcraft or the plan of the enemy , my womb, my stomache in real life will hurt momentarily. And crazy enough, I learned about a half a year ago that this is known as ” womb warfare”. It is the type of warfare in which your destiny is being targeted in the spirit. Also, a big reason I titled this post with the word witchcraft is because for me, witchcraft in my dreams will usually show up in the form of cats that are not my own. So maybe 5 ish days ago, someone had taken my cat from real life and gave her back and when giving her back also talked smack about her, This girl among some other girls that were part of some kind of group I was in at the time under some man had something against me. And I corrected her about my cat and said nice things about her and held this cat that this girl gave back to me and I realized she didn’t really look like my cat and had come back bruised and battered and with fleas. The man in charge basically wanted to kick me out of the group and said I have a tendency for something even though I explained to him everything that happened showing I was blamed for something I did not do. Anyhow, I woke up and realized I was seeing some type of witchcraft against me for sure, as for me it definitely shows up as cats. With all this being said, lately it’s been coming in pretty much the same womb warfare form and besides this, there are beautiful messages and themes in my dreams which makes sense as to why the warfare as well. But the ex-boyfriend thing was a bit different as well as the dream this morning. There was one part I have been questioning today and while not going into too much detail- I accepted a marriage proposal of someone I didn’t even know. I even spoke with the holy spirit in my dream expressing later that it was odd that I said yes because I didn’t even know the guy. Later on, his shirt was off and I saw at least 3 large scars on his torso. I found that odd, in my dream and he wasn’t even all that cute to me. Once again, that was this morning. It is now 12:04 am as I type this. I was using the restroom and, admittedly, also listening to a video that hit my tiktok feed. It was a prophetess speaking of a witchcraft attempt over her and then I thought about that portion of my dream again. I thought, ” what if that marriage thing was actually me getting married to a spirit?” Basically, what if this prophetically symbolized me coming into agreement with a spirit spouse? This seamlessly came together with the ex and the bed thing. I sat there and started rebuking just in case and as I was rebuking and coming out of agreement, only if this was the case, my bathroom light started to flicker. Well I have a spiritual history with this bathroom light, so this served as a possible confirmation. One thing I have for sure noticed is when it is not of God in my dream of whatever comes in the form of a man- I am not attracted to that man. And I did ask God the question earlier today. So all in all, I think I am being alerted to a spirit spouse but will continue trying to get to the bottom of this and I believe God will confirm even further. Other than that, the holy spirit has been walking with me in every dream and a beautiful rarity is I was talking to God in my dream the other day. The way I can describe it in feeling is so peaceful and gentle. He comes in the form of my stepdad who passed away recently.
If I discover that a spirit is vying to be my spouse or to keep me as a spouse, I will try and keep you updated with a new post.
Update, written the next day: Something I wanted to express was that it seems, and this is what I believe I received in my spirit, that since I kept catching the enemy in my dreams and rebuking and cancelling every time that the dark kingdom decided to take a different approach. I was just expressing myself to God that night before having that husband dream about my singleness and my husband and my desires in that area. Although I am willing to stick it out and do his will, it is still important to stay in touch with ourselves and stay honest as a form of ” embrace suffering”. This is how we get the most out of our seasons. Anyhow, I find that interesting that the only type of anything odd in that dream the next day after having the pattern of the other access attempts was the husband with the scars. I believe that was clever as I would have been more willing to accept it.. The enemy often, at least, knows our desires as well and will try to access us through those desires…
Friday January 9th, holy spirit meditation..
Push through push through, embrace suffering , push through . What do you want? What do you want? What do you want? It doesn’t have to make sense before you do it. Push through with what you want to do for yourself. Focus on that as love for yourself agrees with the Father. And 2 cannot walk together lest they be agreed.
Don’t you know he enjoys giving rest to those he loves? So push through and let him deal with the other stuff. Let him build your house.
” Let me build your house.” says the spirit.
How do I deal with this thorn in my side? That has existed for so long and I have to live side by side with it? Sometimes our biggest challenge is in our own household. And the thorn is meant to be the blessing. I will look more into the thorn but overcome this and I overcome much. It affects so many things, it affects me and how I operate. How do you have something always in your face while also having overcome it? That is power. I see that catapulting me on the mission field. I see that empowering the preparation for so much . Why the colorful kitchen in my dream this morning? I know kitchen has to do with preparation and the holy spirit revamped it completely. It was Our kitchen and my dream also felt lucid about the thorn in my side that I was so reminded of last night. And even though I felt a bit burdened toward her and for her , the holy sprit completely re did the kitchen. Gods Grace. Gods grace. His grace. Because I don’t always deal well. And I repent and ask for forgiveness every time . The kitchen was so colorful and the holy spirit that also shows up in the form of her was so open to how I liked the kitchen. It was a surprise. It was a surprise and that is speaking to my spirit right now.. I’m bawling as I type this. And it was so colorful and cheerful and shiny on the tiles the way i like it. But yet I made a couple suggestions and holy spirit had a guy right there ready to execute. This is tough. This comfortable thorn in my side that was mentioned to me through a prophetic word many years ago is a tough one to overcome within myself. “Let go of her completely and give her to me.” Can we form soul ties with those other than the opposite sex? I believe so. And I wonder if this is one besides the other to overcome. The other that’s been brought to my attention for two days in a row which leaves me with another point for the Lord on today. I am fasting today…Of all things the thorn in my side that I love so very much is staying home from work.. There are some things we can’t help that comes from others, and part of the conquering is no matter if the other is wrong, it’s how we respond. And I have to learn extra discipline, extra long suffering, on how to maneuver around certain things. Peace is important and hearing the Lord, albeit through repetition, is so important. There is no overcoming if we are not in obedience. Sometimes we need to let go thoroughly within all our parts, cultivate that extra God character and keep more peace…
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